This Isn't You, Baby (War & Peace Book 4) Page 19

  A sob wracks through me so hard I think I’ll throw up. My fingers grip at Duvan’s hair as I try to get him to look at me.

  “P-Please, don’t you dare die,” I sob. Nothing else around me matters but him. Not his killer. Not my friends.

  Just me and my love.

  “I love you, Duvan.”

  His breath comes out in a ragged rush before he murmurs a final word. “Tigress.”

  Beat.

  Beat.

  Beat.

  The sound of my own heart is thundering in my head, but no other sound comes through. My body grows cold. Shivers begin to ripple through me. A blankness settles over my mind.

  Beat.

  Beat.

  Beat.

  Nothing makes sense. I’m scrambling far, far away from reality inside my head. I want as far from the truth as I can get. I want to crawl into the black hole of despair in my brain only to never escape.

  Beat.

  “Gabriella.”

  Heath’s cold voice drags me from my safe haven into my hell. My senses assault me all at once. A brutal beat down of my psyche. The people on the computer are still screaming. The man on my chest is dead. And the monster standing behind the couch is soulless.

  Eyes that once looked upon me as if I were a treat his mommy wouldn’t let him have now glare at me like he wants to tear through my flesh with his teeth and then suck on the bones after. The giant knife he used to slit the throat of my husband drips with blood. A knife similar to the one that fatally cut through my mother’s neck too.

  He’s going to kill me too.

  I’m going to die.

  Duvan, our baby, and me. We’ll be together at least.

  “Not today, Gabriella,” Heath hisses. “I’ve come a long way for you. A promise is a promise. And I promised I’d be back for you.”

  My eyes roll back as I succumb to shock. The heavy weight is gone and I’m floating. It isn’t until I’m laid on something soft that I reopen my eyes. I’m on the bed—a bed I’ve made love to Duvan countless times on—and Heath is cutting my clothes right from my body.

  I can’t move.

  I can’t think.

  I can’t feel.

  I just stare at the monster. He isn’t careful as he tears the shorts off me. I’m knicked by the sharp blade on my hip bone when he cuts my panties from me. The tank I’m wearing is easily sawed through.

  Blood.

  So much blood.

  All over my hands and upper body.

  His hands.

  The knife.

  Bile creeps up my throat, and I turn my head to the side so I don’t drown in my own vomit. Heath’s belt jangles as he prepares to fuck me. Just beyond my dead husband’s body.

  And I can’t do anything about it.

  I pray for him to push the tip of his blade into my chest so I’ll bleed out too. I want him to dump my dying body on Duvan’s so we can race into the afterlife together.

  “I’ve been waiting so long for this,” Heath hisses.

  Blink.

  Blink.

  Blink.

  And then him.

  Elation surges through me like the heroin used to cause. Hot and exciting as it rushed through my veins. Heath will pay for this. I can see it in my hero’s eyes.

  Dark and murderous.

  Hate-filled.

  My heart flops.

  Hope soars inside me like a thousand eagles taking flight.

  A knife, much bigger than Heath’s glints in the bedroom light. Thunder booms outside like a prologue to the massacre that shall be.

  Stabbing and stabbing and stabbing.

  Death crashing around us like the storm waging outside.

  I can’t help but get high off the vengeance. More satisfying than any hit of bliss that ever swam through my veins. I want to thank the man with every ounce of my being who singlehandedly crushed a demon that had somehow escaped from hell.

  A devastated scream I recognize as Vee’s from the computer, makes my skin crawl.

  Heath croaks and crumbles to the floor. His dick is hanging out but he never got to do what he came for. I stare at his unmoving body on the floor. If I had the energy, I would spit on him.

  “Brie baby.”

  I drag my gaze from the psycho on the floor to the hero standing beside my bed. He sits down next to me and pushes my sticky hair from my face. A tender expression crosses over his features, and I’m instantly comforted.

  “Is he alive?” I choke out.

  He turns and regards Heath on the floor. “That motherfucker is dead.”

  “And my husband?”

  This time, he frowns. Sadness washes over me. All this time, I had him painted as a monster. He’s no monster.

  He.

  Came.

  For.

  Me.

  “No.”

  A tear streaks down my cheek. “But I loved him.”

  “I know, baby.”

  “I will never love anyone like I loved him…”

  He narrows his eyes at me and gives me a smile I remember fondly. “You will. It’ll be different, but you will. Love is strange, Sylvia.” Warm memories surge through me at the silly name.

  I close my eyes and let my last happy moments with Duvan wash over me on repeat. His laughter. His touch. His decadent scent. His doting nature. His jokes. His strength. His ability to find my broken heart and mend it.

  His love…

  My body physically aches from this loss. I’m not sure the pain will ever subside. With a shaking hand, I reach out to him. “I want to go home, Daddy.”

  To be continued…

  This is Me, Baby

  Brie’s story continues on in this next book!

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  Books by Author K Webster

  THE BREAKING THE RULES SERIES:

  Broken (Book 1)

  Wrong (Book 2)

  Scarred (Book 3)

  Mistake (Book 4)

  Crushed (Book 5 – a novella)

  THE VEGAS ACES SERIES:

  Rock Country (Book 1)

  Rock Heart (Book 2)

  Rock Bottom (Book 3)

  THE BECOMING HER SERIES:

  Becoming Lady Thomas (Book 1)

  Becoming Countess Dumont (Book 2)

  Becoming Mrs. Benedict (Book 3)

  Alpha & Omega

  Omega & Love

  WAR & PEACE SERIES:

  This is War, Baby

  This is Love, Baby

  This Isn’t Over, Baby

  STANDALONE NOVELS

  Apartment 2B

  Love and Law

  Moth to a Flame

  Erased

  The Road Back to Us

  Give Me Yesterday

  Running Free

  Dirty Ugly Toy

  Zeke’s Eden

  Sweet Jayne

  Untimely You

  Mad Sea

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  K Webster is the author of dozens of romance books in many different genres including contemporary romance, historical romance, paranormal romance, dark romance, romantic suspense, and erotic romance. When not spending time with her husband of thirteen years and two adorable children, she’s active on social media connecting with her readers.

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